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Seito Souzen ~ P4 MC Villain Route ([personal profile] allthepuppets) wrote in [community profile] avalar_logs2014-01-29 07:18 pm

I thought I felt happiness...

Who: Seito, Ryoji, and a hot mess
What: Ryoji learned about a certain murderer from Minato. Guess who thought it was a good idea to confront said murder?
Where: Glimmer, around the shops.
When: Afternoon of the 29th.
Warnings: This will be a massive collection of bad ideas.

Seito was actually in a good mood.

He never knew what a "warm" feeling was supposed to be; it was such a foreign concept that he had not idea what it was even supposed to feel like. The tingling feeling he felt in his heart every time he thought of Minako made him suspect that that was what it was supposed to feel like and, while it still hurt to smile, he finally felt like he actually could again for the first time since he was five.

It was a shame he had to keep lying to her so he could keep her, but... well, it was worth it. Anything to keep holding on to that feeling.

Unfortunately, Seito was also at a loss as to how to express how much he liked her. Girls liked gifts, right? Jewelry seemed the logical choice, but it seemed so plain... someone like Minako didn't deserve something normal. It took a bit of poking around, but he finally spotted the perfect gift: a gem that actually looked like it was glowing every time any kind of light hit it.

He had just finished digging through his pockets, pulling out the last of the spare money he had managed to make helping out in the mines that winter, and was clutching at the package and feeling his heart pounding out of his chest in anticipation... when something felt off. Seito felt himself freeze up, like he had just been caught in a murder, like death was looming just over his shoulder, ready to reach out and grab him. What the hell...?
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: sure don't want to hurt)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-01-31 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
It's amazing how accurate that strange feeling is, because that's exactly what's happening.

Ryoji had been looking for Seito ever since he spoke to Minato. He knew just from the way his friend had spoken of him that he was dangerous. He was a killer. He was manipulative. He needed to be stopped...

Maybe in the past, Ryoji would have waited. Seito hadn't hurt anyone in a while, and Ryoji didn't have the whole story. He couldn't judge humans for the choices they made. He had no right to. He could hold back until one of his friends was seriously threatened... but after everything that had happened, after Ryoji had seen so many people that he cared about dying over and over for the most trivial reasons... well, he wasn't going to avoid conflict any longer.

For now, however, he was just going to talk to him. Make sure that Seito understood that he had someone watching him now, someone prepared to strike if he suspected any harm was about to come to Minato or Minako. He reaches out and gently takes hold of Seito's shoulder.

"Excuse me. Seito Souzen, right?
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: in plain sight)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-01 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Ryoji doesn’t smile back, looking concerned and just a little bit angry, though he’s trying to restrain himself. He’s just going to warn him. He’s not doing anything that should call for violence.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you… I’m Ryoji Mochizuki, Minato’s friend. He was talking to me about you and I figured I’d ask you for the truth.”
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: all the shattered ones)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-02 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
“Thank you.” He nods politely, but he’s just trying to keep himself restrained. It’s all he can not to immediately start accusing him.

“Minato told me that you strangled him once. Is this true?”

He’s at least giving Seito a chance to explain. If he doesn’t take that opportunity and tries to lie… well, Ryoji will be right about him not being redeemable.
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: hide away)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-04 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
“And that’s why I’m giving you an opportunity to explain what happened. If there was a valid reason for you to hurt someone I care about, I’ll give you another chance. If not, then you have to understand that I’ll protect Minato no matter what it takes. Even if that means hurting someone who might hurt him.”
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: don't deserve you)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-05 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
“Can’t control it? Then why wouldn’t you apologize immediately after you had the ability to? Minato didn’t say that you apologized, and I don’t think he’d forget to mention something like that.”

Ryoji has the feeling this is an act already, and he’s not letting up on his questioning.
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: sure don't want to hurt)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-06 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
“...Clearly you don’t know Minato very well. He’s one of the people who would always accept an apology, as long as the other person meant it… He accepted mine. He didn’t think I was a bad person.

“If he thought you were actually apologetic for what you’d done, I don’t think he would have told me about you. Were you in control when you strangled him, or was something else?”
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: left alone)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-07 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
“It does matter. It does to me. And it would to you, if you actually cared about apologizing. But you don’t… you wanted to hurt him. And you tried to lie to me about it… so I’m going to have to do something about it.”

He glares at Seito, only glancing away when he sees that fog. Strange weather… but it shouldn’t cause him any trouble in fighting.
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: all is revealed)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-09 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
“It does matter! It matters because you tried to kill the most important person in my life. And if you ever lay a hand on him again, I’ll destroy you. Don’t underestimate me. I’m not afraid to do it.”

Ryoji is angry and disgusted. He’s so tempted to wipe that mocking grin off Seito’s face, but he’s trying to maintain his composure.
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: can't believe it)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-17 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
...Something has gone very wrong, very quickly. Ryoji backs up, kicking up fog and gaping at Seito until suddenly, he can’t see him anymore. The fog’s spread so much Ryoji can barely see Seito’s expression, but that voice is enough to scare him.

“Everyone’s supposed to be scared of death… Death is the end of life. No one should want their life to end.”

He suddenly realizes that Seito has disappeared from in front of him, and he spins around, trying to keep the other teenager in sight. Every so often, he can see a slight form in the fog, and he summons Thanatos’ blade, trying to cut through it… but it’s always gone, and he’s getting so panicked it’s hard to hold off transforming completely.

“What is wrong with you?” He yells out into the fog, disbelief filtering through his rage. “You don’t feel any remorse for them at all! I thought you had problems, I thought you couldn’t control it… I thought there was a chance we could talk and you’d change. But Minato was wrong… You’re just a monster, aren’t you?”

He can’t even relate to him… He’s nothing like Ryoji, and nothing like Minato. Just a cruel, unfeeling monster.
onelastpromise: (Like a hurt lost and blind fool - fool)

[personal profile] onelastpromise 2014-02-17 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Minato's the one who told Ryoji about Seito. He knew his friend would be upset, knows Ryoji wants to deal with the other teen directly. Something Minato didn't want to happen. Minako could get through to him, he's sure.

Still...with whatever happened in that other world, Ryoji is more volatile than expected. Angrier. More vengeful. He isn't certain he wouldn't do anything.

And then he sees fog leaking out around the doorway of a nearby store. That....can't be good. Fog doesn't originate indoors, not naturally. So he hastily opens the door and finds the last thing he wanted to see. Ryoji and Seito are fighting, and Ryoji's sword is about to...

"No!" He moves quickly, more quickly than most would expect, and throws himself between Seito and the blade. "Ryoji, stop!" It cuts a deep slice from his left shoulder to his right hip. Still, this way they can avoid an actual fight inside the store.
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: how far we've come)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-18 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
“You should be afraid of dying before your time… Everyone wants to live to an old age… it’s not possible for everyone, but you have to hope… y-you can’t just accept that you’re going to die sooner and take it so easily!”

He can’t tell if he’s getting more or less accurate in this fog… He lets out a frustrated noise at Seito’s jeering, and thrusts his blade forward once more.

“You can’t let it grow! Doing something like that would end the world! You can’t tell me you want that! No one should ever want that… we have to keep fighting!”

His thoughts go back to Minato for a moment, and he swallows down his sadness. He doesn’t want to hurt anyone, not at all… but it’s for him. It’s for the Wild Card who thought he had the potential for this… no one, absolutely no one, as kind as Minato could ever purposely try to bring about the Fall. He steels himself and puts all his strength until his next swing. He hears Minato’s voice, but he can’t stop the momentum, and he feels a grim swell of satisfaction as he finally cuts through something…

And then everything shatters as he realizes the body he’s pierced isn’t Seito’s. He meets Minato’s eyes, stares into those orbs filled with pain, even as he hears the steady drip of blood onto the ground. He exhales shakily, all of the strength he once had suddenly failing him.

“Minato…? But… I… you… you were in the fog, I-I couldn’t see… I thought you were… oh god…

His sword clatters to the ground, and he hurries to steady Minato, staring at the deep gash, scrambling to apply pressure… it’s too big, too deep, is there even a chance he could survive? He can’t die… Ryoji can’t kill him..
onelastpromise: (Like a hurt lost and blind fool - fool)

[personal profile] onelastpromise 2014-02-20 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Ow.

That's all Minato can think, really, as his front is cut open and his knees buckle. Everything is moving slowly for some reason, now he's done what he needed to do. Seito is asking him a question. Why? ...Why...

"Y-You'd...do the same for her..." Minato knows Seito would sooner kill him in cold blood than help him at all, but Minako is a different story. She can get through to him, open him up, maybe even save him from himself.

Ryoji is catching him now. He looks up, weakly, already struggling to stay focused. "R-Ryoji-kun...told you not to..."
notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: a hint of danger)

[personal profile] notsogrimreaper 2014-02-21 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
“I… M-Minato-kun, I’m so… so sorry, I… I couldn’t listen, I had to protect you, I had to. Y-You don’t understand how important this was, I…”

He chokes on the rest of his words, holding Minato’s body closer to his and trying not to cry. He screwed up, as usual. He tried to protect his friends, and they only got hurt. Why did he even bother trying? Why had he even ended up here?

He shouldn’t exist anymore.

Ryoji doesn’t even register Seito’s sudden scream; it’s too hard to hear over the screaming of his own mind. The fog was too thick to see, to hear, to feel anything. He was trapped within himself, to be constantly reminded of his own horrible failures. He’s a monster. He did this. He did all of this, and now he would pay.